So Tired...

Do you ever have those weeks/days where you just don't sleep enough? I am currently in one of those blasted cycles. This week it started with Lost. I have quite a love/hate relationship with Lost. I feel like we have had a good devoted relationship...however now things are getting a little rocky....It is like Lost is distancing itself so that the end doesn't hurt so bad when it is gone. I am not too appreciative of this. So I stay up Tuesday nights so that I can spend some time with Lost...and every time Lost leaves me with a feeling of emptiness and wanting more. I don't know if that is a normal feeling or what. But the point of that story was that I have been staying up too late on Tuesday nights. So Wednesday morning I am always exhausted...then Wednesday night I always feel like I can stay up later because Thursday is my last day of work before the weekend so I can be tired. This is silly I realize but I generally still rationalize my behaviors every single week. Last night it was the allure of digitizing my vinyl...I am easily distracted. When my alarm went off this morning at 4:45 I wanted to die. At least those are legitimate excuses...the worst is when I stay up late on Facebook...I super hate when I do this. But without fail, if I log on after I am already in bed I will not go to sleep before 11:00pm. I don't know why...It is useless I know but I always get hooked. That and once people see that I am online they tend to chat..or I tend to chat...then that usually leads to oh I am going to get off of the computer so you should text me. I can't even tell you how many times I have fallen asleep during a text conversation or said something stupid because I was half asleep. Anyway. maybe I can cure myself of this silliness. But I doubt it. :)